727: Sugar Cubes & Experiences

by B*dot*Jeff

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about

This works as my senior project as well as my first full length LP. The story follows 6 college students through a trip in the woods where they search for their true selves. Based off an original story, written by myself, 727: Sugar Cubes & Experiences stars Terrence Jenkins, Marty Reyes, Jeremy Goddard, Ryan Logan, Jenn Franklin, and Victoria Weber.

Terrence Jenkins: Wade Blair II (B*dot*Jeff)
Marty Reyes: Jeremy Beech
Jeremy Goddard: John Carey
Ryan Logan: John Carey
Jenn Franklin: Jessi Bennett
Victoria Weber: Jenna Jaworski

credits

released April 25, 2017

1. Intro//Hola, Como Estas
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Jessi Bennett, & John Carey

2. Support Characters - Skit
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Jessi Bennett, & John Carey

3. Wario (ft. Lugosi)
Written By: Wade Blair II & Bela Peresta, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II & Bela Peresta

4. Routine (ft. Fanaticus)
Written By: Wade Blair II & Tyrell Compton, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Tyrell Compton, & Chuck Worthy

5. he(r)ART Struck (ft. Jamil)
Written By: Wade Blair II & Jamil Hairston, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Wayne Wildman (Bass), & Jamil Hairston

6. Lawd! (ft. Fanaticus & Cody Brinks)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Tyrell Compton, & Cody Jewett, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, John Carey, Tyrell Compton, & Cody Jewett

7. Shaman//Plans - Skit
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Jessi Bennett, Sam Waldvogel, & Aaron James Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Jessi Bennett (Ukulele), Sam Waldvogel (Guitar), & Aaron James (Bass)

8. Victoria Weber//Interlude (ft. West St)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Bela Peresta, Hunter Broaddus, & Grant Kendricks, Recorded By: Wade Blair II in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Jenna Jaworski, Bela Peresta (Guitar), Hunter Broaddus (Bass), & Grant Kendricks (Drums)

9. Enter: The Mind (ft. Lugosi & JDog)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Bela Peresta, & Josh Davies, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, John Carey, Bela Peresta, & Josh Davies

10. Splitting Up (Paranoia)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Jessi Bennett, Jenna Jaworski, & John Carey

11. Manic; Bipolar
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II & Jessi Bennett

12. If Your Father Was a Sorcerer and Mine Was a Bassist
(ft. West St & Andrea Lowe)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Bela Peresta, Hunter Broaddus, & Grant Kendricks, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jessi Bennett, John Carey, Bela Peresta (Guitar), Hunter Broaddus (Bass), & Grant Kendricks (Drums)

13. U+I (Clarification)//Coming Down (ft. Jamil, Jessi Bennett, & Fanaticus)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Jamil Hairston, & Tyrell Compton, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jeremy Beech, Jessi Bennett, Jenna Jaworski, Jamil Hairston, & Tyrell Compton

14. Final Scene (ft. Jamil & Fanaticus)
Written By: Wade Blair II, Jamil Hairston, & Tyrell Compton, Produced By: Wade Blair II, Recorded By: Wade Blair II & Wayne Wildman in association with West Street Entertainment, Mixed By: Wade Blair II, Additional Performances By: Wade Blair II, Jamil Hairston, & Tyrell Compton

Thank you to everyone that was involved in making this project with me: Tyrell, Jamil, Bee, Hunter, Grant, Chuck, Jessi, Jenna, Jeremy, John, Wayne, Andrea, A A Ron, Josh, Cody, & Sam. I truly appreciate you all helping me create this and it was an honor to work with y'all.
I'd like to thank my parents for putting up with me and supporting me throughout my four years of college.

This project is not to be interpreted as a stream of consciousness, but rather as a point in time where each separate idea can be digested as one thought, but still isolated by originality and uniqueness.

New found ideas are discovered, different parts of the self are learned, and the characters come out the otherside as new and improved people through hopes, dreams, doubts, fears, anxiety, depression, and paranoia.

This is S.A.D. Vol. 3.2: 727: Sugar Cubes and Experiences.

-B*dot*Jeff

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Been in 2 bands, and this is my solo Hip Hop music.
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Track Name: Intro//Hola, Como Estas
Welcome to 727
Where everything can't be judged by a reverend
Heaven
Nirvana
Mecca
Our story is a quest of
Finding ones self within something else
Experiencing life through a substance not wealth
We got Terrence, Marty, Jeremy (next)
Victoria, Jenn, Ryan (bless)
As they search for ones self, they become lost
In a world all their own, they must figure out the cost
Of what it takes to find true happiness
Where their passions lie, how to catch it in a net
And figuring out what's next
As they move towards graduation
What relationships will come, will there be a break up
Boulders will be lifted as others will fall
I pray they make it out if cornered by a wall
Gain true strength and stand tall

We dealin with all this fuck shit!
But we just tryna function!
Standing in the light we know observation
They just wanna figure life out in a situation
They just wanna figure life out in a new meaning
So stick around homie this is just the beginning

Ego death may take hold
They need to pay when they at the toll
Gamble with god, or do you want to fold
Earth, fire, rain, or soil
Strength, anger, growth, or turmoil
Uh, it's your choice, gamble with caution
They know the challenge, they see their options
When at an intersection, you know they stoppin
Never rushin, sometimes Stalin
Feeling may intervene when the timing is pristine
Non-materialistic
Never bout the bling
But aiming for king
Life is so mystic
Living's so cryptic
And they make it their mission
To understand the larger part of life through a booster
If things get tough, they nut up, and take a shot of rooster
When they're in the cut they never need a suture
Aiming for the stars lookin like Future

We dealin with all this fuck shit!
But we just tryna function!
Standing in the light we know observation
They just wanna figure life out in a situation
They just wanna figure life out in a new meaning
So stick around homie this is just the beginning
Track Name: Support Characters - Skit
[Skit]
Track Name: Wario (ft. Lugosi)
So you messin with the kids
Know the flows so legit
And forget about the paper cause we broke as shit
Well, enough to get by
Enough for some food and a way to get high
So you know the reply
Get enough for a scuttle in a huddle run a puddle and get away before your ass gets in trouble
(Make it double)
No Team Rocket shit
But we Blastin off bitch
Jimmy Neutron shit (gotta blast)
You know we tryna get biiig
But not in the ego
Killin dudes with green blasts like I'm Sheego
This shit evil
Toxic gas, this shit lethal
But know that I'm actually quite peaceful
Quite peaceful
But I'll hit a nigga in the back that's a fact from the fact that he lacks the intuition and skill to keep from being wack, so he slacks in his slacks at his office job in fact that the racks that he lacks will never fall in his lap
That's fact
Bitch
That's average
I ain't tryna live like that
Shit
Tryna be a Maverick
Not the NBA, don't really mess with 2K,
I don't play
That shit
But I'll ball bitch
No Spalden
But I'll fuck the beat up like it's my
Calling
I'm all in
Never die, never
Fallin
But I'll fall in

[Jump bitch
Bitch go jump
Tryna go, go head and front
Jump jump
Go head and jump
Imma take all you want] (x2)

Oh shit, so I'm going in,
My homie killed this beat, call me Indian,
Don't want a quick treat, give me everything,
Yeah I want that beef, better fillet me in,
With the fillet mignon,
Call me Johnny Storm, cause I'm flaming on,
This the type of shit that they be laying on,
No sleeping, so you better lay me on,
Or you're a Lameon,
That's a Eeveelution,
No class, no hope, he be losing,
We fast, we dope, we keep it smooth and,
If you give me a pen I'ma kick it Beastie Boy,
Body Movin, yeah your boys electric,
Hypnotic, robotic, a rocket shit equipped with,
Chip controlled psychotic missiles,
Couldn't stop the kid, so just stop it,
I foresee me winning, I'm a prophet,
These fakers' only in it for the profit,
They the type that they don't try but they knock it,
Like the story about the wrist, you should watch it,
I ain't hearing it, my minds clear,
I spit out the curse and right my wrongs here,
Just let me go from right to wrong,
Fear is what you dogs feel,
Consuming your mind, I eat you alive,
I leave you behind a shell,
You can tell anybody,
No one is listening, know that I'm gifted,
Off yourself kid, I'll strike off my hitlist,
I intend to stay lifted, I'm here to live, my all's what i give,
Just let me know and I'll show with a verse that's well written cause I'm eloquent!

Someone hit the B switch
You know you bein a b-itch
I see you tryna scratch that Bee itch
You know how Bee spit
You niggas should just Bee-quit
Eating at a banquet you know that we be lit

Know that we be lit,
We super stars, you just C-list,
Ooooh my god, we facetious,
Cool but nah, you can't see us,
Get them Kelly's like Regis,
Sparking four sabers like Grievous

And your bitch about to please us
Never mind about that last line
You can ignore it like your teacher
Cause you niggas never learn, put your ass in an urn, make you see god, turn you into a believer
Now lemme take a breather, peace nerd

Absurd,
We about to stack the big cheese, Ed Wunsler,
I once heard,
Little bird chirped on a nigga, bout to feed just deserts,
Gone preacher,
Just trying to get a gold chain and a white T-shirt,

Egyptian cotton, I'm ballin
Watch me rockin them balmains
Dreams never cease into reality
Ain't no fallacy
Our bars rip at seams
Dudes lose their balance when they get hit by the beam

[Jump bitch
Bitch go jump
Tryna go, go head and front
Jump jump
Go head and jump
Imma take all you want] (x4)
Track Name: Routine (ft. Fanaticus)
Contrary to partial belief, I smoke weed for this anxiety
Death awaits my brain unless I'm out here blowin trees
Need to cope with the distractions taking my hope away instantaneously
I got a couple of homies who know why I speak of this so vocally
I cope with trees, blow with ease, and compress my anxiety
Insomnia and SAD, manic, whatever you want it to be
So we roll up, spark up, and cruise, to get high
Some do it for the culture, but I do it to survive
Cause a day without my pack, got me feelin like a sack
And I can't rap that or stand that
It's a fact that, I lack, mental stability in tact
So it's a wrap, that I need wraps, to put this is a rap
Cause I'm so bitter at the fact, that I can't stand this crap, like that

[If that means I gotta smoke a plant
That others think is wack
Dangerous, and stupid
Then go and call me foolish (call me foolish)
Cause I rather be dumb than dead, smoking weed to clear my head
It's the routine
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)]

Routine, loose dreams, gotta keep my head clean
Sorta fiend, tryna see
Clearly like the ocean (oh-sheen)
Never thought I'd see the day fanaticus be toking
But it clears my head of all these pressures that are floating
Passive suicidal thoughts, damn I guess I'm hoping
Lowkey those trees clearing my anxiety
Mood swings, you and me, should be really going green
I don't really see a future with me never smoking
So that's life, I thought twice
I used to never think I'd spark up through the night
But so is life, I'll try some nice
Blue dream, seeing things, calm my nervous pipe dreams
Got a lot of people who be wondering about me

[If that means I gotta smoke a plant
That others think is wack
Dangerous, and stupid
Then go and call me foolish (call me foolish)
Cause I rather be dumb than dead, smoking weed to clear my head
It's the routine
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)]

{Kendrick's like pour up (drank)
I'm like hit that (dank)
I can't be what I ain't
Smoke this before you faint}x2

Cop a couple hundreds (get paid)
Stability is worth the fuck shit (yah)
Money aint worth a dollar (nope)
If my brain wants me in squalor (holla)

[If that means I gotta smoke a plant
That others think is wack
Dangerous, and stupid
Then go and call me foolish (call me foolish)
Cause I rather be dumb than dead, smoking weed to clear my head
It's the routine
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)
Spark it up to get clean
It's the routine
Everyday becomes a dream
It's the routine (routine)]
Track Name: he(r)ART Struck (ft. Jamil)
Oh woman divine, major graphic design
Picture us as a team, play it all in my mind
Poetic prophetic, I study line after line
When I think of your couplets I lose it time after time
Your words are novel uh
Don't keep them bottled up
How could I approach a classic in every way.
Silky smooth every sentence.
Tension in every phrase
Your mind is the universe
You fly when you do the words
I think I could do the worst
Feel you in my art
I feel you in my art
ICU can you heal me
I see you in my heart
Make me numb, make me numb
Talk to me simply, you know you're making dumb
Crazy in every sense

Love is madness, love is madness
I want to know you, I love the madness
Can I can I can I? X2

I'm so

[I'm so into you
You can see it in my eyes
You my prize on my mind
I just wanna spend some time
With you, with you
I'm so into you (x2)
You]

I just walk into the room
There stands a queen I presume
Or someone of royal standing
Her smile lights up a room
Art major, thick thighs, nerd chic
Need a side of fries
With that shake
Oh my mistake
I came off inconsiderate
Your style it intimidates
I'll admit, a little bit

Walk in here like excuse me miss
Tryna be fly, too illegitimate
You see through the facade and all the fake shit
You talk about how you a different chick
And I gotta explain to you
That you caught me actin a fool
I never been a player and this game ain't a savior
I fail, these levels too hard
Bought this game in March
And I've only gotten this far
Been jih stuck at this part
Can you bring me back to start?
Or get me a couple cheat codes to get through this one
Or you could show how it's fun
Maybe we could have some fun
Co-Op is an option we should start at round one
Now I need to know you name and possibly your sign
There's that cliche that I know you hear all the time
So lets skip the small talk
(I don't do small talk)
Lets talk that big talk
Like the universe and our reason for existence
(Are there even aliens?) Man you gotta be kidding?
What's wrong with the world and all it's politics
Can we just love this world and all that inhabit it
Those are the convos I live for
And you live up to it, and more
Can we talk a little bit more
(Can we be a little bit more)
My jaw hits the floor
I've never felt this way before
Didn't know this was in store
That's all ever I wanted, of course
You're all I ever wanted, of course (of course)

[I'm so into you
You can see it in my eyes
You my prize on my mind
I just wanna spend some time
With you, with you
I'm so into you (x2)
You]
Track Name: Lawd! (ft. Fanaticus & Cody Brinks)
Lemme think about this, I don't know
How should talk about this on my flow
I mean, I ain't from the Go, I don't stack hoes, but I'm better at rapping than you though
And that's true through
And you froze
And I'm constantly getting kudos
That's congratulations you absent minded ignoramus
I'm sorry, been on my DC shit, Lex just came out
I don't flex my aim out
I just lay low, fuck a beat up, and erase all doubt
My flow just stacks chips, makes rent, and kicks the bitches out
Damn, big spender now
Don't get it twisted, I'm still trapped in the basement
With five racists
Who thinks all time is wasted
But I'll leave here half wasted
And half complacent
Before I ever let a lame like you keep me out
(No doubt!)
And I'm only speaking the truth
My effort is Babe Ruth
Passin mother fuckers on cruise
And still doin this shit for free spittin my life up in a booth
Nothing Shady about Marshall Mathers here, do you need to see the fuckin Proof
(And we got em sayin)

[Oh Lawd! (x2)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd! (X3)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd! (x2)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd!]

Told myself that I'd never work a a 9 to 5
Tryna find a girl who I know would be down to ride
Ain't nobody gonna steal my stride
Nigga nobody gonna steal my stride
In the middle of the line doing better than fine
Cop a milli with these verses then I'll go to Paris so divine
I'm, another God in my own right.
Who is YOU to be plotting all the damn time
Snakes in the grass mow it down for they ass
Finna go an expose all these haters man I'm past
All the bullshit, full clip, aiming for they heads
Got a flow so mean niggas wishing they was in
My circle, urkle, nerdy with lifestyle
Came a long way I'm finna be here for awhile
Never believed in these motherfuckers who be clowning on me
Dollar and a dream hope you haters thinking of me fondly

[Oh Lawd! (x2)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd! (X3)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd! (x2)
Got these n---as sayin
Oh Lawd!]

Some people say I'm lame
And some might say that I'm mean
But my team and I gone make it
Lucidly living dreams
Understand what I mean
I got the green for the fiends
Girls see me and scream
Oh lawd
What you really wanna see
You tryna catch me in skinnies
Kick flippin a curb
In the burb or in the city
I can do it for ya homie
Talkin shit out your ass
Yeah you're pretty good at hatin
but I'm better at rap
I'm tryna cause some coertion
By Showing them I'm a person
That's been through shit in his life
But holds a right to assertion
Cuttin bricks like a surgeon
And touchin chicks with perversion
Tryna get you off the bull shit
It's a class in diversion
That's all i got to say
I hate the fact that you're fake
I hate the fact that you hate
You hate the fact that I'm great
Oh lawd there you go you got me goin again
And when you hear me on the fm
Go show your friends
Track Name: Shaman//Plans - Skit
[Skit]
Track Name: Victoria Weber//Interlude (ft. West St)
Heart break
Got punched and my heart aches
Our plate
There's a lot up in our face
Anxiety
Dealin with anxiety
How I feel about you got me Goin cray

I know
That we
Just met each other
But I
Feel like
We met since forever
Your vibe
Aura
Got me
Twisted
I just
Want those
Sweet ol' kisses
I feel
We have
This connection
Love travels
Far and
In random directions
Who is
To say that
Fate has these plans
In simplest
Terms I
Wanna be your man

Can you
Grant me
One single wish
One date
With me
You'll love it, promise

I never put my own self out there
Your beauty is blinding, sorry if I stare
I stumble on my words around anyone so pretty
Poetic justice, that term is so fitting
Cause a poet is struggling to describe you
You're from another galaxy, it has to be true
Or an angel that fell from the sky, look at you
God mustered all his strength to create you
Made with such grace and originality too
I'm just tryna figure out you
Got me out here singing and shit
Don't serenade cause my voice not legit
But your presence has me out of my comfort zone
We jammin to Saba whenever at your home
You from chitown too, oh, what a surprise
Looks like the dime's so fine this time she's a prize
Piece in a gallery for all the world to see
You
Track Name: Enter: The Mind (ft. Lugosi & JDOG)
It's a labyrinth I'm in
I'm just coasting through the motions feelin smoother than lotion in the ocean
I'm hopin
That this will bring me a sense of reality in my actuality
No more fallacies
Watch me fall accidentally
Into a time and space where neither exists
It's a race to find what you're searching for before time is up
But times not up, it's down, and around us
Floating past judgement
No judgment lays here
Unless you're guilty with a spear in someone's back for lying to their face
This pace has got me feeling all uhhhnn
I'm numb, to any sense of accomplishment
I won't accomplish shit
Feelin like this
I open my 3rd eye to sense bliss

[My mind is drifting
(Talking day dreaming)
My spine is leaking
(Now I'm just tripping)
I have been trying
(To keep my feet)
Planted
My mind is on
(You guessed it)
A different planet]

Oh my! New world, this is kinda nice,
Colors coming clear, no black & white like beans & rice,
Crawling through my mind like lice, Ms. Lucy is, I see her,
Relax my shoulders, my eyes trap mine in the mirror,
Feel the vibrations, don't hide, have fun,
The lights have spun, our lives, they just begun!
They want three, but me, "Nah I'll take one"
Don't point your finger at me,
Ya hands, them fake guns,
People like me cause I have some great puns,
That's cause I make astute observations,
Don't stress too much, nah just make fun,
That's some advice from this Half-Jamaican

[My mind is drifting
(Talking day dreaming)
My spine is leaking
(Now I'm just tripping)
I have been trying
(To keep my feet)
Planted
My mind is on
(You guessed it)
A different planet]

I pop a tab or two,
And then I think a dab I'll do,
Cuz it'll be a few before Lucy'll elevate my view.
Bet you can't hang bro,
I'm sipping on some mango,
Bout to give my girl some silent D like Django.
Lost in my own world,
Still got this L pearled,
But I never woulda thought
That this cid that I got
Would put me in this ball that I just curled.
So,
Shit, I mean props to my chemist,
Make ya ass drool like an oral hygienist,
Swimmin down the street like I'm livin in Venice,
Bouncing back n forth like my minds playing tennis.
I'm a menace to society,
My nemesis is sobriety.
I ain't never really fucked up enough,
Nah this level here just ain't high to me,
So I try to be,
Taking more than what the doctor prescribes,
I feel the sound n I just chill with the vibes.

[My mind is drifting
(Talking day dreaming)
My spine is leaking
(Now I'm just tripping)
I have been trying
(To keep my feet)
Planted
My mind is on
(You guessed it)
A different planet]
Track Name: Splitting Up (Paranoia)
I'm just standing and waiting
For the colors to infuse into my brain and
Everything is becoming more interesting
Life has an extra sense of breathing
There's like 8 senses in here
And I'm here, but I am above and below at the same time
Consciousness and realty change lines
They run parallel in existence one universe above
Mine
And the line this time is coming from beyond
And I'm on
To figure out the purpose of this trip and beyond
So I'm gone

Trapped in a different space (I know)
Got some demons I'm tryna face (ya know)
Tryna figure out this space (she know)
I'm just tryna win at this race (We know)

This has just got me back and forth in my mind
To the intricacies of the fluid fallin down my spine
I'm tryin
To keep my sanity intact
But I'm no match
For this mind altering occasion
Splitting from my face and
My whole body essence in tow
Now I'm tore between factuality
And a side of me that wants all the knowledge it can possibly possess
I'm possessed
By the feeling that I get
This euphoric sensation
I'm chasin

But wait.
I can hear voices other than my own
My company shares something I wanna know
Oh we splitting up, where you tryna go
The group is thinning
And this trip is intensing
And I don't know if I'm beginning
Or ending
This feeling of everywhere has got me a dazed
My body wraps up like its been sick for days
I'm trying not to complicate it like Avril would say
But I'm trapped in this essence that in getting
I'm feeling
Like the current is too strong and I'm falling in a pit that I don't belong
In

Break necks
Cash checks
Money over everything
Better get my statement
Everything about myself hasn't been checked yet
I'm west set
LA livin comfortably
Fuckin with your bitch and three
Others that she came with
Woah my mind went on the fritz
There's a switch
In my mind that has been placed on my wish list
I wish this:
Bigger money, bigger cars
Fatter ass, longer yards
Wait
I never would say this
Mind my has displacement
This switch up is amazing
I feel totally in power, but my mind is racing
Faster than it wants to be
This might end up ugly
I don't know what's happening
But my mind split into these
Different parts of my personality arrive
Taking over as the main in order to survive
I don't know where I lie
But I hope this doesn't lie
Tryna bring up family ties
Instead of living in apartheid

[Paranoia, fear, doubt, envy, depression, tears
Lies, truth, falsifying proof
Happiness, wrath, greed, laughs
Wrapped together in a human bag
Lost in a sense of fear, courage is what I lack
I gotta find it fast so I can claim it all back
Climbing up a wall, don't have time for no slack
Darkness wall to wall, trapped inside this vat
Of Paranoia]

Confusion
Intrusion
In my mind its safe to say
That I am no longer alone here, trapped in this fear, voices from the front to the rear
Definitely a time that I can properly say
This isn't what I wanted it to be, Oy vey
It could be the best or the worst of days
I hope I can survive today
I gotta wait patiently (patient-lay)
For this threat to subside in my mind
But it's kind
Of hard to bend these bars
When your inner most thoughts rise to the surface to hurt shit
Whether it be mentally or physically
I'm breaking bones easily
Ruining lives just always pleases me
And my ego loves to tease its prey before it takes its lives away
I'm tryna say Lucy will combine with me (may)
And take over the consciousness that you see today
Your lack of fight has sealed your fate
I know this is full of hate
You have a lot that's on your plate
It's your fault you went this way
Now how will you lift this weight
Oh wait
You've sealed yourself away
Succumb to your own fear you took your life away
R I P (pay)
Track Name: Manic; Bipolar
Dangerous, never said I wasn't so dangerous
Now I got you feeling like a lame and such
I hope you die, please just slice your cuffs (I'm on it bruh)
My job is to end your life and such
I will not fail, you'll be gone by lunch
And you gonna hunch in so deep
You'll drown in darkness, silent without a peep

I don't know what's going on in my mind
I feel I'm going insane should I commit crimes
I'm lying
Well not
At the fact I wanna be forgot
Ten more minutes so I might not wake up again

[Now I'm floating in an abyss of nothing
Feeling a sensation of bleeding from my cuff links]

Dangerous, never said I wasn't so dangerous
Lucy might just make the cut
And might make it such
That you lose this mind when I take it over
It's over, conscious gone
Yes you're just a pawn
For a greater deal to arrive
But until, your life is mine

Ahhh fuck this game
I will not lose again
I refuse to be taken over man
Lucy you won't win
I will not feel pain again
And I ain't feel it rain since

Since I took it over again
I know that this body is forever mine friend
Your thoughts and fears will be your end
I will be your undoing, the end

[Running as fast as I can possibly run
I escape from how I feel, nothing, I'm numb]

Dangerous, never said I wasn't so dangerous
Now I want you to just part your trust
Of your partner, huh
You need to feel alone
Talkin worse case scenario
Let your fear trickle down like dominoes
I will deliver it personally just so you know
30 minutes or less, or you pay more

No, stop, I will not fail
I will keep myself out of a self imprisoned jail
I refuse to let my fear rule
My consciousness will not be a tool
For Lucy to bring upon my demise
If that's the plan then I'm parting ties
I don't need these drugs to rise
I've already been living on cloud 9
My emotional state will not be dictated
By a bag of self hate that I've created
Over years of uncertainty and indecisiveness
I promise not to lose hope you can kill all the fake shit

[Now that Lucy's life is over, I'm back together in tact
I promise I won't lose myself in this darkness, that's a fact]
Track Name: If Your Father Was a Sorcerer and Mine Was a Bassist (ft. West St & Andrea Lowe)
Different world views
We have different world views
I feel that life is askew
You feel it too good to be true
And I know this is you
But I gotta be me too
Your life isn't mine I say it all the time
We argue a bit but never cross lines
Live your life and I'll live mine
We are not one person and even if I love you
Remember two in one isn't as good as one and two
Yo, I just wanna be my own person
A trek through life to find myself, worth it
That doesn't mean you can't be who you want to be
Just remember you're you and I'm always me
We can be different and equal, ideal circumstance
We can't be selfish and evil, lose without a chance
So take life by the hands and lead the dance
And kick the devil out whenever you have the chance

[No, no, no, no
(Kick the devil out now)
No, no, no, no
(Lucy got another trial, wow)
No, no, no, no
(Trapped in a spiral, how)
You just can't forget where your passion be
You just can't regret your philosophies
You can't total out developed winnings
That's for your dreams to see fruition]

And that's a fucking system
You have your system
Set out on a mission
There's hands to be shook and babies that need kissin
Dark times wander mental faculties
Light side corners and disperses rapidly
We come from different corners of life
That doesn't mean we should all just fight
Based on arbitrary feelings of different cultures
That's what makes us unique and will never falter
Gotta take the wise sayings that you've learned over time
Cliches from books that stay stuck in your mind
Calculate the differences of life in these times
And solve the equation one problem at a time
I've been told life isn't hard once you get used to it
But how can I get through it when my life is just bullshit
If I don't love myself how can I love this life
I need to travel far and wide so I don't turn into a hypocrite
Or turn cold as ice, grow old, full of piss and spite
Life is alright
Wouldn't call it dynamite
Still searching for that spark that'll then ignite
Alright
I'm not saying figure it out tonight
But I wanna figure it out right
And show those outright
I can do me and be happy on any given night
From now to the day I die
I wanna find myself and figure out my purpose in life

[No, no, no, no
(Kick the devil out now)
No, no, no, no
(Lucy got another trial, wow)
No, no, no, no
(Trapped in a spiral, how)
You just can't forget where your passion be
You just can't regret your philosophies
You can't total out developed winnings
That's for your dreams to see fruition]

I've been fixed on a different destination
I would sacrifice my life to save a nation
Life has different equations
Face em
There's tons of problems, and we have to face them
Calculus couldn't prepare you for that
Take your soul and put it on a map
This is where you are
Here is where you want to be
Follow the map and you'll become almost holy
Searching for the purest version of myself
Accidentally purposely hiding my soul in stealth
Never trying to compare success to wealth
But wealth is a goal when battling myself
Understand being broke was never the goal
But I really find it hard to put my trust in gold
If I trust in gold does that mean I sold my soul
But I'm not tryna put it all on hold
To figure out this toll
Devito about a boys hole
Confusion
Never did I think this was a fusion
But I got the band together like Gotenks and Vegeto
To resurrect a version of Venus Corp, neeto
How bout that Sensu Bean, tho
Power you up from zero
So you can be the true hero
And battle evil like my boy Zero
Or Heero
Are we talking Gundam or Zoids
Megaman or toys
Talkin about metaphors of the void
Void ain't to be toyed
With
Don't get too pissed
When karma catches up to you and you have to make the switch
In your attitude and thesis
Prof turned it to pieces
And you've handed in 3 since
And he still says they stink (like) shit

Know who you are
You can touch stars
And reach Mars
In time

I know it's hard
To be who you are
I'm on par
Just try

It hurts inside
To show off your pride
I know why
I've died

Too many times
I've tried, and I've tried
But I
Survived
Track Name: U+I (Clarification)//Coming Down (ft. Jamil, Jessi Bennett, & Fanaticus)
U+I (Clarification)
I know, that you and me, got things to talk about
And you know, that we can be, together in all amounts
And I know, that we can be, together we a spouse
You know that we tend the clouds, there's never a drought

Lookin at you Lookin back at me (woo)
Now we freeze
This moment could last forever
Only if you'd agree
To take my hand and we stay together
Together tend any weather
Whether it be rain, sleet, or snow
Or shine
I got you all in my mind
You a dime
From your body to the way you dress your brain
Shit is so insane
How you pick apart, the greatest parts, of you
Hit my heart, we gonna start, it's true
Please don't part, please don't dart, it's you
I need you to be here with me, it's true
You complete me like a cliche movie reference
Please someone just get a reverend
Cause I think I found the girl I want to be together with until the end of time I don't need to learn a lesson
Like this

[I know we could be together, it is so clear
You know we could try forever, try for many years
I know we could talk forever, no need for sex here
Look in my eyes, look in yours, and life is so dear
And I know you and me could be so free
When we're together what do you see in me]

Cause I see beauty beyond any faculties
I hope you see me for who I wanna be
I just wanna see you for who you are too
Maybe call you a ton of pet names, including boo
But,
Not exclusive of that name, ooo
Maybe a play off your name, ooo
How about one of your favorite games too
Lets play until the sun rises
Until the last boss is behind us
Then we play around for side missions
When you're away, you're exactly what I'm missin
A dosage of you is what I'm itchin
For
In my core
And I just want you more for sure
So don't play hard to get, cause you're so hard to get, off my mind when my jaw hits the floor
Then I have to pick it up too
Your beauty is so otherworldly
Lemme know if you really feelin me
We can go out for some coffee, see
Or if you ain't bout that we can grab some tea
It's all about these cute little dates you see
And when it gets physical, it's physical in the sense
That four lettered word gets too legit (L O V E)
And that's how you know I'm serious
About you
And I know you think about me too
You look at me as I look back like, what you finna do (uh)

[I know we could be together, it is so clear
You know we could try forever, try for many years
I know we could talk forever, no need for sex here
Look in my eyes, look in yours, and life is so dear
And I know you and me could be so free
When we're together what do you see in me]

I want it, baby
I need it, baby
I see it, baby
Ooo
Let's be it, baby
Yeah
In Love
Ooo
Yeah
In Love
Yeah
Mm

When I stare into your eyes I see a light brown hazel
Ooo that light brown hazel
And your smile has got me ensnared
Presence and form is so rare
Ooo like there
You're so nonchalant at the compliments
But you blush so hard in astonishment
You work so hard for accomplishments
I never think anyone stops to tell you how good you are
Or how you've come so far
That you deserve everything you are
You're on par
With the goddesses that watch down on us
I love you cause
You're everything that I wanna be but afraid to be
You're everything
Yeah, you're everything
Everything

[I know we could be together, it is so clear
You know we could try forever, try for many years
I know we could talk forever, no need for sex here
You look in my eyes, I look in yours, and life is so dear
And I know you and me could be so free
When we're together what do you see in me]

Coming Down
Woken from a coma
Feelin like a stona
Like a big kahuna
Lost in North Dakota
I know they tryna roll up
But I ain't tryna roll with
Ain't no one to connect with
Just wanna make connections
Shit
I been dealin with my own things
My aspirations to become king
And time moves at lighting pace
Like competing against Flash in a heated race
It's in the heat of the moment
The knowledge is comint
Parting feels like an omen
But feeling bestowment
From what I had learned to focus
The dock had just opened
As we got lost in the moment
(Phew)
So here we are
You and I
Lost in our souls
Lost in our third eye
Time changes tides
While tides change with time
And understand that lives always change with lies
So we just sit here
And we think
To tell the truth
Or just blink
Staring aimlessly into something so insignificant
To realize which reality that we livin in
The one in our heads or the one we can change
Time heals all wounds but won't release the chains
And we keep the chains
So we're trapped in pain
So when we lose our freedom
Who's to blame

[I'm feeling lost running circles through mind
Got me thinking bout our lives all the time
I see a future you and me is so divine
But My insecurities been leaving me behind
Don't try to denounce my cries
I'm tryna stay afloat in between these lies
I live for the day when I know I'm fine
Until then Ima just coast thru the sky]

We're lost in this consciousness that you and me had followed in
Once we were enemies now it feels we're friends again
Never did we think about these challenges we're living in
Lost in a sea of adjectives and these synonyms
Emotional turmoil coughing up discrepancies
Mind is drifting afloat
Arthur out here searching these seven seas
For something even deeper that Neptune couldn't breach
Professors couldn't teach
You couldn't get a hand on it even with fantastic reach
Feelin elastic, out here stretching like plastic
Less than a man but more than the average
What we discover feels more or less tragic
More or less magic
Less than a savage
But more like we're captured
Trapped with a sense of true entitlement
Want to be free searching for enlightenment
What if what we're searching for isn't heaven sent?
And what if we haven't thought of heaven since?
Now we're just here tryna make dollars out of cents
For it all to make sense
Religions say repent
Learn from mistakes as soon as you make them
Learn to eat your cakes as soon as you bake them
But we're still stuck here
In between realities
Tryna find what's real
And what's just a fallacy
Ego death is all that the mind's eye can see
Learning to turn the literal into a few analogies

[I'm feeling lost running circles through mind
Got me thinking bout our lives all the time
I see a future you and me is so divine
But My insecurities been leaving me behind
Don't try to denounce my cries
I'm tryna stay afloat in between these lies
I live for the day when I know I'm fine
Until then Ima just coast thru the sky]

Anxiety, on
Depression, on
Future, gone
What am I, on
Lost entirely
To the world and society
Masked in between what I am and what I try to be
Tried to keep a circle of loved ones so proud of me
If they knew what I do they wouldn't be proud of me
They'd probably look at me then judge so silently
I can't think (can't think, can't think)
Think differently than you were before
You're your only you, they can't buy in stores
So don't trap your core
And don't crash your Porsche
You need it by your side like a warriors horse
Cause this is the you that is you that knows what you should do
You don't have to build confidence then act a fool
Focus on your tools
What it's like to be cool
Cause you've always been cool
Don't drown in that pool
Of self doubt, depression, and constant anxiety
It'll take away your sanity and most of your sobriety
Constantly questioning: am I even happy
Sit there
Don't think
Close your eyes
Don't blink
Cause time moves slow when you start to drown
And you can't hear a sound
And your head starts to pound
Mixed feelings, I'm lost when I'm coming down

[I'm feeling lost running circles through mind
Got me thinking bout our lives all the time
I see a future you and me is so divine
But My insecurities been leaving me behind
Don't try to denounce my cries
I'm tryna stay afloat in between these lies
I live for the day when I know I'm fine
Until then Ima just coast thru the sky]
Track Name: Final Scene (ft. Jamil & Fanaticus)
Time to get it started (started)
Blow into the cartridge (cartridge)
Time to hit the buttons (buttons)
Time to be an artist (artist)
Life has never been so clear

Love is in the air I feel it
Music in the air I'm reeling
Listen to the show, fit into the flow
It's a give and go
I mean life has never been so clear

[Never could we open about life before
Never share the intimacy of emotion before
Nintendo cartridge can bring life to a 64
I'm the 64, I need my cartridge, where's the store?
I need a tune up, yo, man, where's my fix
The complexities of life got me amiss
But if I don't take life and hope it swish
Then 100% of my shots are already missed]

Lemme tell ya bout life for a minute
Get to switching all ya favorites for a mission
How you feeling got a sprite with a lemon
Feeling like Lil Boat shit I'm living
I don't wanna keep the distance,
I'm just tryna make the finish
Maybe stop along the way
So I can handle all my business
Life can be dependent on the food that you been giving
Thoughts from a dorm room how could I replenish my wealth
Knowledge is wealth, knowledge is power remember that
I been tryna make my way so I can find my way back
What you need, just a blunt and a snack?
Or maybe a stack? I'm tryna see the world, and I'm ready in fact
So I been holding onto you while I been tryna get some brain food
Keep ya focus and just be ready for what they do
Friends do keep you up afloat so you can stay cool
Blessed with my Young Kings yeah we goin Rule

[Never could we open about life before
Never share the intimacy of emotion before
Nintendo cartridge can bring life to a 64
I'm the 64, I need my cartridge, where's the store?
I need a tune up, yo, man, where's my fix
The complexities of life got me amiss
But if I don't take life and hope it swish
Then 100% of my shots are already missed]

Everyone put their hands in the air now
Keep em up if you loving life right now
Never put em down if you feelin a frown
You some young kings and queens, you deservin a crown
To take life's worst and turn it all around
That shows growth when you all feel (all) backed out
I know this from my own worst experience
Feelin like Murphy whenever I get delirious
Passion's fleeted from my own eyes before
I remember when everything in life was a bore
Numb to existence and your own mortality
But there's more in life, don't cause your own fatality
In mind, body, and spirit that's where the truth lays
So don't be salty at inconveniences, no Lays
Cause the bag could be half full or half empty
"He's talkin bout life's perspectives isn't he?"

[Never could we open about life before
Never share the intimacy of emotion before
Nintendo cartridge can bring life to a 64
I'm the 64, I need my cartridge, where's the store?
I need a tune up, yo, man, where's my fix
The complexities of life got me amiss
But if I don't take life and hope it swish
Then 100% of my shots are already missed]